tele-phony
ok yes i've been mia...and today i'm writing this only coz yoga the junkie has been bugging me to, and i'm placing some faith in writing-therapy , seeing that retail therapy is out of the question given the financial status - what the hell- i mean pathetic state, i am in.....
i'm in a foul mood, but i've got valid reasons....for one, i rarely get to go online anymore and that's disruptive to my routine and system...in the past month or so i've managed to lose a LOT of money and some rather valuable (both sentimental and monetary value) jewellery..i'm shamelessly indebted to various members of my family, even those younger than me..AND NOW, latest feat, ive lost my hp.and i'm broke (as mentioned above) so i can't get a new phone anytime soon..so im depressed (given the latest trend in my life of losing my valuables) and more disgruntled with life than ever. I still remember the times i refused to own a mobile phone, and when i did get one, i promised myself i'd never get too dependant on it or come to a stage when i'd be lost without it...i even managed to survive the past few yrs without having my ring tone on...i got away with silent/vibration mode for the most part except when infuriated friends came close to attempted cold blooded murder (only coz they can;t bear the fact that im uncontactable of course...yea i know...im indispensable)...i even manage to go out with the family and leave the hp behind (but thts partly coz the family dsnt appreciate the hp coming along either) and i'm detached enuff frm the phone to actually be away frm it alot..so much so tht i may check my phone eventually and see LOTS of missed calls. *my friends would have a whole to say about this one,nthnig cld be better evidence*...i'm even a firm beleiver that whether or not i answer my hp is my right, and if i choose not to ans, it simply means im not with the phone, or i cant answer at that point..ie just coz i have it dsnt mean i gotta be glued to it, or that i'm under oath to answer it all the time.
i even said this to a friend yesterday.a friend who was mad tht i'd missed her calls. i dont think she was too amused or enthusiastic about my logic.
maybe my point of view is just skewed and the logic is flawed, or perhaps there's no logic at all..but whats the point of this entire soliloquay..especially there's no phone at this point.
bottom line is, despite all the fluffy ideals and big talk, im not as detached frm the hp as i think i am or id like to be. i do feel lost,anxious and highly annoyed without it now...mostly coz of boredom i must admit..not being able to just pick up n chat or send a 'what ya up to' sms to someone some uneventful neverending afternoon.and im certainly not detached enuff to let go of all those sms-es ive saved, coz each of them meant something or reminded me of some point in time that i wanted to freeze-frame.
well...such is life. still it goes on.till next time, this has been me talking to me.to the happy person who found my phone,i cld say alot of things so i shall not say any of it,cant trust myself right now.
some announcements and personal messages :
wishing the pancake a v.happy b'day!and to agentmouldy,good luck fr yr papers dudette,study hard and take care,will catch up with u soon.yogajunk and bs best wishes fr a v.special day
hope its meaningful, and have fun.yogaj my apologies about the thingi u wanted me to pass to u (u know waht im talking abt) ,its been in layman's terms, pretty damn impossible.but the minute i manage to get it,u'll be the 1st recipient.so sorry dude.hope u've made..erm...creative and brilliant alternative arrangements.CK: hope ur having a fab time in prague,im sure its all memorable if nothing else...perhaps thts all tht matters at the end of the day..as long as its worth the memory!
adieu fr now.
i'm in a foul mood, but i've got valid reasons....for one, i rarely get to go online anymore and that's disruptive to my routine and system...in the past month or so i've managed to lose a LOT of money and some rather valuable (both sentimental and monetary value) jewellery..i'm shamelessly indebted to various members of my family, even those younger than me..AND NOW, latest feat, ive lost my hp.and i'm broke (as mentioned above) so i can't get a new phone anytime soon..so im depressed (given the latest trend in my life of losing my valuables) and more disgruntled with life than ever. I still remember the times i refused to own a mobile phone, and when i did get one, i promised myself i'd never get too dependant on it or come to a stage when i'd be lost without it...i even managed to survive the past few yrs without having my ring tone on...i got away with silent/vibration mode for the most part except when infuriated friends came close to attempted cold blooded murder (only coz they can;t bear the fact that im uncontactable of course...yea i know...im indispensable)...i even manage to go out with the family and leave the hp behind (but thts partly coz the family dsnt appreciate the hp coming along either) and i'm detached enuff frm the phone to actually be away frm it alot..so much so tht i may check my phone eventually and see LOTS of missed calls. *my friends would have a whole to say about this one,nthnig cld be better evidence*...i'm even a firm beleiver that whether or not i answer my hp is my right, and if i choose not to ans, it simply means im not with the phone, or i cant answer at that point..ie just coz i have it dsnt mean i gotta be glued to it, or that i'm under oath to answer it all the time.
i even said this to a friend yesterday.a friend who was mad tht i'd missed her calls. i dont think she was too amused or enthusiastic about my logic.
maybe my point of view is just skewed and the logic is flawed, or perhaps there's no logic at all..but whats the point of this entire soliloquay..especially there's no phone at this point.
bottom line is, despite all the fluffy ideals and big talk, im not as detached frm the hp as i think i am or id like to be. i do feel lost,anxious and highly annoyed without it now...mostly coz of boredom i must admit..not being able to just pick up n chat or send a 'what ya up to' sms to someone some uneventful neverending afternoon.and im certainly not detached enuff to let go of all those sms-es ive saved, coz each of them meant something or reminded me of some point in time that i wanted to freeze-frame.
well...such is life. still it goes on.till next time, this has been me talking to me.to the happy person who found my phone,i cld say alot of things so i shall not say any of it,cant trust myself right now.
some announcements and personal messages :
wishing the pancake a v.happy b'day!and to agentmouldy,good luck fr yr papers dudette,study hard and take care,will catch up with u soon.yogajunk and bs best wishes fr a v.special day
hope its meaningful, and have fun.yogaj my apologies about the thingi u wanted me to pass to u (u know waht im talking abt) ,its been in layman's terms, pretty damn impossible.but the minute i manage to get it,u'll be the 1st recipient.so sorry dude.hope u've made..erm...creative and brilliant alternative arrangements.CK: hope ur having a fab time in prague,im sure its all memorable if nothing else...perhaps thts all tht matters at the end of the day..as long as its worth the memory!
adieu fr now.
posted by Kumari | 2:34 AM
1 Comments:
"i'm even a firm beleiver that whether or not i answer my hp is my right, and if i choose not to ans, it simply means im not with the phone, or i cant answer at that point..ie just coz i have it dsnt mean i gotta be glued to it, or that i'm under oath to answer it all the time.
i even said this to a friend yesterday.a friend who was mad tht i'd missed her calls. i dont think she was too amused or enthusiastic about my logic."
I'm just interested to know HOW MANY EARTHLINGS WILL ACTUALLY BE ENTHUSED/ AMUSED WITH THIS LOGIC!!
do I see a show of hands? hmm? no???
There, dear epi, it has been proven....
YOU'RE TRULY "ONE OF A KIND". Take that anyuway yu want! heheheh
anyway, dun worry abt that secret mission thing, I did think of something else. Oh, and thanks for the wishes! so nice of yu to remember.
dun worry epi...I'll belanja yu next week and we'll all relieve our boredom
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