Tsk!
Watched 'man on fire' again...fell in love with the movie, the sountrack,dakota fanning AND of coz denzel washington all over again..wow. a bit depressing & leaves u with a heavy heart when it ends, but its a beautiful story and luv the artistic direction/screenplay.. so i can live with that.
Been doing a bit of everything this weekend, every other than work tht is. so much for wanting to end with a bang. i'm begining to think it'll be a wonder if i end at all..maybe i[ll be one of those helen keller sorts, who spends her entire life at sch adn graduates at 40...maybe i'll live a legacy - a glorious tale fr the autobiography. Wishful thinking, in this country & institution, they're not gonna give Einstein a chance to graduate later than the 'average' human being. So much for that.
Im sittnig here blogging abt my fears about the exams and clearing them and graduating, but am i picking up my soci notes adn reading them like my life depends on them (it does) - no sire im not. Thats the story of my life.
Been thinking about being a better human being..i think i have a long way to go..i think i should start moving...i think i shld figure out my direction and not let fellow human beings determine what kinda person i am or let external factors bring out the worst in me...ive realisied i tend to le it happen, and then i groan and moan about it when i let it happen in the 1st place.
i think i shld exert more control on myself and i shld decide how im gonig to react to things/ppl/events/mere empty words - i shld remember tht thts all they are.
I think i should stop doing / saying things out of spite without meaning a syllable.
I think i shld stop thinking about stuff and start acting upon them.
But thinking is the 1st step really, in the right direction....
as long as it doesnt end here.
But the blogging shld..coz the fact remains tht i do have soci notes tht my life depends on..
Till next time, this has been me talking to myself.
cheerio!
"Life is a train of moods like a string of beads;
and as we pass through them they prove to be
many colored lenses, which paint the world their own hue,
and each shows us only what lies in its own focus."
"Thought is the blossom; language the bud; action the fruit behind it."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
Been doing a bit of everything this weekend, every other than work tht is. so much for wanting to end with a bang. i'm begining to think it'll be a wonder if i end at all..maybe i[ll be one of those helen keller sorts, who spends her entire life at sch adn graduates at 40...maybe i'll live a legacy - a glorious tale fr the autobiography. Wishful thinking, in this country & institution, they're not gonna give Einstein a chance to graduate later than the 'average' human being. So much for that.
Im sittnig here blogging abt my fears about the exams and clearing them and graduating, but am i picking up my soci notes adn reading them like my life depends on them (it does) - no sire im not. Thats the story of my life.
Been thinking about being a better human being..i think i have a long way to go..i think i should start moving...i think i shld figure out my direction and not let fellow human beings determine what kinda person i am or let external factors bring out the worst in me...ive realisied i tend to le it happen, and then i groan and moan about it when i let it happen in the 1st place.
i think i shld exert more control on myself and i shld decide how im gonig to react to things/ppl/events/mere empty words - i shld remember tht thts all they are.
I think i should stop doing / saying things out of spite without meaning a syllable.
I think i shld stop thinking about stuff and start acting upon them.
But thinking is the 1st step really, in the right direction....
as long as it doesnt end here.
But the blogging shld..coz the fact remains tht i do have soci notes tht my life depends on..
Till next time, this has been me talking to myself.
cheerio!
"Life is a train of moods like a string of beads;
and as we pass through them they prove to be
many colored lenses, which paint the world their own hue,
and each shows us only what lies in its own focus."
"Thought is the blossom; language the bud; action the fruit behind it."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
posted by Kumari | 2:07 AM
2 Comments:
eh miss epiphobic
all worthy goals to live by.
BUT FINISH EXAMS FIRST!
then again, I know exactly what yu mean abt not wanting to read notes.
pfffttt
4 years is tooooo looonnngggg
it's 40 exams too many.
aiyaaahhhhh
ur waffling! argh! i like thinking too, cos its an inner sanctum of peace, of romantic and bunny rabbit fuzzy thoughts. But its not reality! trust me, engage with whats happening around you rite now and you'll be the better for it. The real peace you and I are looking for (i think i should apply for an enneagram franchise) is found in facing our irksome tasks.
As for your dreams...think the hare and the tortoise. you're in for the long haul so dont be taken in by the bling bling blitz of the hare...steady..steady...and woah! you cross the finish line a winner!
Ok...thats all for today's prep talk. I hope you pay me for tis...
Post a Comment
<< Home