sleepy

Im just feeling sleepy all the time..i'm sleepy as i write this, i'm sleepy the minute i wake up in the morning...right so who am i kidding, i mean afternoon, i 'm sleepy again later in the afternoon and i find every lame pathetic excuse to justify the nap that i crave coz quite simply after a point i just can't keep my eyes open. And when i wake up frm my snooze i'm still sleepy and what's worse, i get sleepy at night earlier than usual after allll that sleep!!
I know there are way too many 'sleepy' words in the above para...i'm getting sleepy reading it but then again im always sleepy anyways. I think its tms - too much sleep syndrome as my sis pointed out to me..it makes sense..when i barely get decent hours of sleep at night, when i'm running on overdrive mode, i'm perfectly fine, alert and awake. just grant me the luxury of so much as a nap and i'm all of a sudden transformed into rip van winkle the 2nd - i was tempted to say sleeeping beauty but instincts were against it.
Im sleepier than my mom on a rainy sunday afternoon ... more than my dog gets when you scratch him on the belly...i'm getting quite hopeless lah. it's either a normal part of the ageing process, or somethnig is damn wrong with me.. if only sleep was a sport...sigh, if only. I watched somethnig on tv yest, when an interviewee, who lost his wife on the bus that blew up during the London attacks said 'the 2 most powerful words in the eng language are 'if' and 'only'. How understatedly profound.
Anyways before i get sleepy and head right back to bed, where i came from just a little while ago, i'd better get back to my typing. And i cld have sworn i was writing about my condition as an incurable insomniac not too long ago...what the hell right!?! I always knew 'epiphobic' was the right name for me, in more ways than one can imagine.
Accoording to virginia woolf, sleep might be the 1st step to the pursuit of truth.. "Yet it is in our idleness, in our dreams, that the submerged truth sometimes comes to the top."..so maybe i'm on the right track after all. Yea whatever.
Till the next cycle-chain gap that i manage to stay awake for,this has been
'krapping with kumi' - thanks for tu(r)ning in.