Epiphany
How does one start when when doesn;t know to..and when one doesnt know where & when one stopped at last and where to move on from and whhat to move on to..
I guess one should stop thinking so much and perhaps just start.
An email with a link to a friend's blog has inspired me to actually loook at this site again..after ages i must confess..and reading the stuff i wrote in there, i realised what i said to CK (yea i have connections- didnt u know!) , is so true..looking back at my recent posts -i thought it was catharsis but sounds more like incessant whining - neeeds an entire power generator to illuminate the darkness before its engulfs all that dare enter!Ooh.. scary.. ok i'm not trying to sound all dark and 'keep out' or anything...infact quite the contrary but i'm trying to take one step at a time..to live each day, day by day..by day...sounds familiar??Ben stiller was hilarious in 'meet the parents'..wonder if the sequal lived up to expectations..hope i get to find out fr myself soon! Well anyway this was quite a timely awakening..so CK,thanks for that.
OK this bit is the official closure to the pain,calamities,personal losses & grievances and a general state of inertia,negativity & darkness (there's that word again!) of 2004..for me at least,and i'm sure i'm not alone..its been a real Tsunami of emotions (no offence meant..that's such a tragedy but there's a lesson in it fr us all..and it's not just that 'time and tide wait for no man'..Hope we all take it far deeper than that.within ourselves..) let's count our blessings and light our own candles and hang on to them..and hopefully one day, we'll spread the light beyond ourselves..I wonder if this sounds as if if i'm personally gonna bring elucidation and joy to the world..nice thought indeed, salvation and peace to earth adn all..but for now i'll aim to usher in some light and peace into my own small world...my self and every special person who's in it...aspiring to leave some stuff behind,close some doors,open some windows and move on...to 2005,tho technically it is already 2005..but hey, whoever said ive got to keep with the calendar anyway?Jan 1st is afterall just a date..it might mark a new year but if it feels like its only a new day..then how significant is that?It's more than mere words i know..got to keep working at it. But didn't someone say "a goal is just a dream until u write it down??"
Ok i shall end with the starters..hope i'll get down to the main course soon enough..
looking forward to new adventures,experiences,lessons etc etc etc.
Till we meet again - Bon Apetite' and Carpe Diem folks and faithful fans and fantastic friends.
:)
I guess one should stop thinking so much and perhaps just start.
An email with a link to a friend's blog has inspired me to actually loook at this site again..after ages i must confess..and reading the stuff i wrote in there, i realised what i said to CK (yea i have connections- didnt u know!) , is so true..looking back at my recent posts -i thought it was catharsis but sounds more like incessant whining - neeeds an entire power generator to illuminate the darkness before its engulfs all that dare enter!Ooh.. scary.. ok i'm not trying to sound all dark and 'keep out' or anything...infact quite the contrary but i'm trying to take one step at a time..to live each day, day by day..by day...sounds familiar??Ben stiller was hilarious in 'meet the parents'..wonder if the sequal lived up to expectations..hope i get to find out fr myself soon! Well anyway this was quite a timely awakening..so CK,thanks for that.
OK this bit is the official closure to the pain,calamities,personal losses & grievances and a general state of inertia,negativity & darkness (there's that word again!) of 2004..for me at least,and i'm sure i'm not alone..its been a real Tsunami of emotions (no offence meant..that's such a tragedy but there's a lesson in it fr us all..and it's not just that 'time and tide wait for no man'..Hope we all take it far deeper than that.within ourselves..) let's count our blessings and light our own candles and hang on to them..and hopefully one day, we'll spread the light beyond ourselves..I wonder if this sounds as if if i'm personally gonna bring elucidation and joy to the world..nice thought indeed, salvation and peace to earth adn all..but for now i'll aim to usher in some light and peace into my own small world...my self and every special person who's in it...aspiring to leave some stuff behind,close some doors,open some windows and move on...to 2005,tho technically it is already 2005..but hey, whoever said ive got to keep with the calendar anyway?Jan 1st is afterall just a date..it might mark a new year but if it feels like its only a new day..then how significant is that?It's more than mere words i know..got to keep working at it. But didn't someone say "a goal is just a dream until u write it down??"
Ok i shall end with the starters..hope i'll get down to the main course soon enough..
looking forward to new adventures,experiences,lessons etc etc etc.
Till we meet again - Bon Apetite' and Carpe Diem folks and faithful fans and fantastic friends.
:)
posted by Kumari | 1:23 PM
1 Comments:
hey!
thanks for visiting "musings to the mirror"! your acknowledgement has really helped me in taking my own blog seriously! and yes ,your rite...its time to start all over again and i'm really quite excited about this year. i have a funny feeling its gonna suck but somehow that doesnt matter cos it feels like its got nothing to do with me...weird...but thats how i understand it...
you take care and we'll meet soon!
caleb
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